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The Upward Gate

by Her Ladyship

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1.
At Home With You I was left beside the altar with my only word to sing. I don’t want to be a miser. I don’t want to be a king. But someday I might just have to stand and wear a crown a while. Like a matador, I know I’m going to die inside a ring. And so I poked a hole inside the moon and I let the sun come out. Won’t you take away my pain, Lord, I know I’m going to feel? I am home, I’m home, I’m at home with you. I went out into the mountains. And out across the sea. Like an angel, you were drowned inside most everything you saw. And on a newly drawn horizon or a holy horse’s mane, there were cities made of water, Lord, and castles made of snow. But no, you wouldn’t bow to Jesus. And you wouldn’t talk to God. No, you’d never call your daughter by some title in a book. I am home, I’m home, I’m at home with you.
2.
The Ashes of That Day I caught a young man’s face in the mirror of the lake, but the demons in my eyes, they’d gone away. Oh, I was standing like a fool inside the prison of myself. I’m just a silly boy just like my dad. And now I’m holding on. I’m holding on. Oh, I’m holding to the memories before they float away. I’m holding on to the ashes of that day. Oh, I called upon the dawn just like one calls upon a friend. I said your Christian name as though a prayer. And like a river you arrived. And like a river you were gone. Still your voice is a beacon in the night. And now I’m holding on. I’m holding on. Oh, I’m holding to the memories before they float away. I’m holding on to the ashes of that day. Oh, I saw you as a woman. And I saw you as a friend. I saw you standing naked by the fire. And you said, “take me as I am” and so I took you to the ground. You took me to a place I didn’t mind. And now I’m holding on. I’m holding on. Oh, I am holding on. I’m holding on to the ashes of that day. And now that we are grown, now that we’ve known joy, we must also know of sorrow and despair. And we’ll set fire to the ship that together we had built. And we’ll watch the ashes fall into the sea. And now I’m holding on. I’m holding on. Oh, I’m holding to the memories before they float away. I’m holding on to the ashes of that day. I’m holding on, so won’t you hold on, too.
3.
A Mighty Oak 03:50
A Mighty Oak Oh, I was crying into water and bleeding out my soul. Faster than a fire, you were on your toes and looking out— and so far out to sea. And my dreams are like a spring from which the future flows. I’ve got a song around my neck, a voice inside my clothes and I must sing. Oh Lord, how I’ve got to sing. And I will hold my head up high while you are there to lay me low beside my shoes, beside my hat, whenever I’m to go wherever I’m to go. While the moon was off alone and pulling at the shore, I thought that I could live how only God can live but I was wrong. And I was wronger than I knew. And my shadow is my own. It’s younger than I am. On the day that I grow old, I’ll put an acorn in the ground so it can grow way up into a mighty oak. And I will hold my head up high while you are there to lay me low beside my shoes, beside my hat, whenever I’m to go wherever I’m to go. And now my dreams have flooded the world with what I know. And all the houses are filled with waters colored gold. And I will hold my head up high while you are there to lay me low beside my shoes, beside my hat, whenever I’m to go wherever I’m to go.
4.
Having Never Known Love Oh, on that day he wore only one of his pant legs up. It was for to kick a stone. And now, for to keep her son warm, she lay a blanket down on the grass above his burying place. And it is through The Upward Gate to kill a dove and, oh, a white dawn will follow. And I will fail to climb up the sea. And so carry me down with a wolf in my eye. And carry me down and into your blackestest star. And carry me down, oh, into a pas de bourée. Oh, and down having never known love. Oh, and crying was a bird— it was flapping and caught in a cloud. And I now wipe my last arrow clean. Oh and Death, he does wear a gun on his hip as he calls to the willing. And we have not one more moon to blame. And it is through The Upward Gate to kill a dove and, oh, a white dawn will follow. And I will fail to climb up the sea. And so carry me down with a wolf in my eye. And carry me down and into your blackestest star. And carry me down, oh, into a pas de bourée. Oh, and down having never known love. Oh but to flap or to fall? But what would the flapping do but draw us one more beautiful question mark? Oh, and soon I will set a rung aflame at the bottom and climb on the ladder and fare thee well from a window on high. And so carry me down with a wolf in my eye. And carry me down and into your blackestest star. And carry me down, oh, into a pas de bourée. Oh, and down having never known love.
5.
Bonafide Man 04:22
Bonafide Man Oh, the story I tell you is true. It’s as true as the ocean is big. And it’s bigger each day— deny it and lie to us all. But let’s put all that to the side. Yeah, let’s let the politics lie. ‘Cause there’s nothing I’d rather be doing than singing this song. Oh, you are the love of my life— lady, you know who you are. But it’s tougher than hell learning to love as we go. But when I see you succeed, fulfilling each one of your dreams, I will salute you from my place in the ground. Oh, I will keep you safe from whatever I can. If you’ll be my woman, I’ll be a bonafide man. But if forever is too short a time then let’s put forever behind. ‘Cause I’m not afraid to tell you what I’m afraid of. ‘Cause I’ve got my faith in myself. And you’ve got your faith in the moon. And just like a wolf, you howl at the things you adore. Oh, I will keep you safe however I can. If you’ll do the honors, oh, I’ll be a bonafide man. But if our paradise floods and all is an ocean and cold, all of our gardens had better be ready to float. But if our ocean is kind and all of our houses remain, will we be ready to fix a million mistakes? Oh, I will keep awake so that I can shaketh your hand. If you’ll be my woman, I’ll be a bonafide man.
6.
Coming Home 04:30
Coming Home I’m coming home, my love. Home, my love. I’m coming home. I’m coming home. And if you hear this song, oh, don’t go to bed. I’m coming home. I will put you down, my love. Down, my love. I will put you down. I will put you down. And when you fall into sleep, I will watch you fall. And then I’ll fall. I will kiss your eyes, my love. I will kiss your quiet eyes. And I will kiss your eyes. I will kiss your eyes. And when the fog has gone away, I’ll be gone as well. I’m going away. I’m going away, my love. Away, my love. I’m going away. I’m going away. And when you would rather go, oh, I will let you go. And then I’ll go. Now say goodbye. my love. Goodbye, my love. Now let us say goodbye. Let’s say goodbye. And in our last holy embrace, let us go to bed and say goodbye. I’m going home, my love. Home, my love. I’m going home. I’m going home. And when you hear this song, don’t go to bed. I’m going home.
7.
The Open Road There are billions of stars in the sky. Every one of them’s trying to shine as best as it can. Every one of them’s trying so hard to get through the day. On my wedding day I will be there. And I hope that you’ll be there as well, ‘cause you are my friend. I hope that you’ll join me dressed in the finest you own. And tell me why must we all fold under a wide color of snow? Oh, I won’t deny myself the open road.
 I won’t deny myself the open road. By being born I was way out of line. But only once am I ever to die and I’ll never know when. But don’t leave me to die on my own like everyone else. ‘Cause only ice and I know that I’m cold. But I wanted my skin to grow old and now, know what, it is. But I wish that I knew what was right and I knew what was wrong. And tell me why must we all fold under a wide color of snow? Oh, I won’t deny myself the open road. 
I won’t deny myself the open road.
8.
To The Only Place Everyone Goes Oh, how I sup alone. How I wander where many will won’t. So I put to rest the back of my head upon a window that’s a’taking the rain. Oh, she went into fever and she tore from the bed a quilt come to be by her very own hands. But at least we can say she was happy to have lived at all. Tell me now, where is that cross-road where I must testify? Oh, I am coming. Yes, I am coming. But let me at least shine my shoes. It was the night before I threw sail. Oh, my dear mother, she beckoned me forth. And she said to me, “boy, oh soon, so soon, they’ll be laying me low. Ain’t it so, Lord, ain’t it so. But don’t you bother to grieve. No, go now my son and have you a time.” Oh, I said, “my mother, oh please, my mother, don’t leave me to find my own way.” I am coming. Oh yes, I am coming. But let me at least shine my shoes. And now my father, oh, he’s looking so proud. He’s pressed in his uniform there in that oval picture frame. And I stood myself in the mirror but there weren’t much to see. So I tucked in my shirt to honor my pa and I sat plumb on a fence and I had me a dwell on what is to come. Oh, I am going. Oh yes, I am going to the only place everyone goes. I am coming. Oh yes, I am coming.
 But let me at least shine my shoes.

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released August 16, 2022

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Her Ladyship Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania

Her Ladyship is a Pittsburgh based indie-folk band featuring lush, soulful harmonies, acoustic guitar, and evocative, literary lyrics.

Members:
Brian Reyburn
Berry Breene
Michael McCormick
Andrew Hendryx
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